Thinkin Plans Prayin Plans

Bekah said it, it's a new year. The pessemist would say its another year, however i prefer the glass half full if you know what I mean. We were able to go to one of the most beautiful places I've ever been, San Diego. It wasn't scorching hot or freezing cold, I found it to be just right (you better not be thinking of Goldy Locks) And coming back was tough, a given, it was expected, just harded to bear when you actually have to deal with it. I'm adapting, to cloudy skies and snowy eyes. And I'm learning to find beauty and content where I am, because after all, God gave me this too. Nate reminded me on the phone that the saying is true "You don't know what you have 'til its gone", I think of the counting crows when I hear that, and then I think of Nate and Shyle, my life is one big cycle. Well as bekah said as well, anxiety is brewing, but subsiding as well, and i guess it takes dreaming and knowing someday certain things will happen, but guess what, its happening right now too. And I'm reminded of another conversation I had with Nate one night on Pennoyer, and he said something more elegantly along the lines that we can't keep waiting to wait on life. I'm finding that doesnt mean I have to make big decisions right now and rush through life, but enjoy what is happening right now, and soak it all in, because you dont know what you have, til its gone. Thank you Nate and Shyle for an unforgettable time in California.